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May 6, 2013 11:03 am

Con-fucking-flicted.

12:49 am

atwtktd:

the thing i hate about gif sets is that you cannot ind out which fucking video it’s from

now seriously i know this is higa but which video is this jesus shit.

Holy fuck, it’s even more hilarious because @audicvsfood and I were JUST watching Naruto and talking about it as a whole. hahahaha

My guilty pleasure.>_<

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May 5, 2013 3:35 am

127 Plays

kjfaopenmusicposts:

The Hush Sound | Crawling Towards The Sun

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May 4, 2013 1:28 am

Talking about a drink no one likes...

V: It belongs to no one. You want to keep it?
A: It tastes like asshole.
T: That...is not what asshole tastes like.
C: How do you know what asshole tastes like?
T: I've tasted asshole! Easy way to get it in!
M: Do whatever it takes.
C: I don't...lick asshole.
Z: ...You're missing out.

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May 2, 2013 10:58 am

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May 1, 2013 12:27 pm

& I knew you could never love me. I had so much sorrow inside, you could never reach, but can I still keep a place in your heart?

1:16 am

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1:15 am

"At some point, when you can do it, you have to leave home. You can always come back, but you have to leave at least once."

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Steal Like An Artist written by Austin Kleon (via helladandy)

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April 30, 2013 12:58 am

I always get piercings whenever I’m pissed off or depressed. Then I get somewhat addicted to the little adrenaline rush and the pain that I end up wanting more. Especially with this one. So far I’ve been getting piercings three at a time and I only got my nostril done. I’m already thinking about what I want next. I think I’m gonna go for a double conch and an orbital snug if ever I have any money to spare. Ha.

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April 29, 2013 6:37 pm

"If you don’t understand mental illness, good. Good for you. You shouldn’t have to understand.

If you don’t understand why some people can’t get out of bed in the morning, good. I hope you jump out of your bed every day ready to take the world by storm.
If you don’t understand how someone could drag a blade across their skin, or bruise themselves, pick, probe, burn, then good. I hope you’re never that desperate to feel something.
If you don’t understand what would drive a girl to keep starving herself despite everything she’s lost in the process, good. I hope you stay heavy and present and real.
If you don’t understand what eating everything in your kitchen only to throw it all up solves, good. I hope you always remember that it solves nothing.
If you don’t understand why he won’t just go to rehab or church or find someone who can help him, good. I hope you always remember you have somewhere to turn.
If you don’t understand how she can put getting high above her own children, good. I hope you never fall in love with a substance that only kills you in return.
If you don’t understand how someone can keep swallowing bottles of pills, tying knots in ropes, or standing at the tops of bridges, good. I hope you’re never that desperate for relief.
If you don’t understand how people do it, good.
You’re not supposed to.
It’s all fucking sick.
It’s all fucking mental.

When you say your prayers tonight, thank God for ignorance.
It’s healthy."

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“If You Don’t Understand” (via adderalldust)

Relevant…

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April 28, 2013 12:38 am

I love being twenty one! While Gavin and I were at fiesta cantina, we met these two girls. We ended up hanging out with them the rest of the night. It was super fun. Getting drunk, dancing, going to Mo’s to dance some more, random hot dog truck and met a bunch of gays. That was my night. Being drunk and dancing all over Hillcrest. I haven’t felt that alive in a long time.

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April 27, 2013 11:41 am

My Heart
By: Paramore
All We Know Is Falling
4,650 Plays

fffffffuckofffffff:

My Heart, Paramore.

Stay with me, this is what I need, please.

My heart is yours.

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April 26, 2013 8:41 pm

“Please don’t lose to this. If you give up, I’ll give up.”

I don’t think anyone’s words have ever affected me so much before. I’ve never really contemplated suicide before. I was always one to believe in hope and to get help when I needed it. But what exactly did that do to “help” me? It’s just a bunch of pills that make me feel even more depressed or nothing at all. I feel nothing but depression and loneliness and stress and anxiety. I don’t know what to do about anything. My heart is just constantly aching. I don’t want to have to deal with anything anymore. I don’t want to live with these feelings of depression. I just want it to all go away.

I know we’re not particularly close, but what you said to me made me take a step back for a moment to think. I can’t promise anyone anything, but please don’t let my actions affect yours. I know we’re both struggling and fighting against something that a lot of people don’t understand. I don’t know if I’m looking to be saved, but I do know that I’d hate to see any of my friends go through any kind of pain and depression, and I don’t know how you’d feel about this, but maybe we could help eachother. Maybe we could turn this around. Because as much as I want to give up, I can’t bear the thought of you giving up. Especially if I have anything to do with it.

April 25, 2013 12:51 pm

"Relax. You will become an adult. You will figure out your career. You will find someone who loves you. You have a whole lifetime; time takes time. The only way to fail at life is to abstain."

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Johanna de Silentio (via quotecatalog)

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